Because Honestly… I am not!! LOL!

Doesn’t that line make me sound conceited ?? Well I am not one of those conceited girls that thinks I am all that…but I am a confident girl who has a hard time finding friends because I am me…and don’t try to be U

All thru school and my adult life I have had very few close girlfriends because of who I am and the fact I don’t hide it. Alot of girls are either scared of me, or are to worried about what society will think of them if they just loosen their apron strings a bit. Meaning… don’t try to please others by being someone you are not! Be U and be proud of it!!

Early on I knew who I was and have never felt the need to hide it. Why? Why be fake, and make fake friends and then put on an act every time you are together? Seriously.. why??

Who am I?? Well…. just listen to the Meridith Brooks song… LOL
I’m a bitch, I’m a lover
I’m a child, I’m a mother
I’m a sinner, I’m a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I’m your health, I’m your dream
I’m nothing in between
You know you wouldn’t want it any other way

I’m a bitch, I’m a tease
I’m a goddess on my knees
when you hurt, when you suffer
I’m your angel undercover
I’ve been numbed, I’m revived
can’t say I’m not alive
You know I wouldn’t want it any other way

Yup… I am a bitch!! Proud of it, and wouldn’t change it. Not that being a bitch is a bad thing. My definition of a Bitch… I am a confident, outgoing, open minded, honest, loving, caring, happy, sad, quiet, shy, loud, funny, sexy, and more I am all that rolled up into a ball!! LOL

Those who can let their hair down and really take in all of me have become some of my best friends and will be till the end and I love them to pieces. Those who can’t let their hair down (loosen the apron strings) just don’t know what they are missing out on! Too bad for them!!

If you knew me, you would know that I don’t wake up happy every day. I deal with alot of shit, fibro being on the top of the list. So, I wake up sad, tired, sore, and crabby. Then, I have my coffee and take a look at my day and put my smile on and trudge thru the daily tasks and chores. Being the busy gal I am I find it hard to find time for me, but when I do oh how I love it. I try to use my time to keep myself in shape. Yup.. I am not ever going to be that slack wearing old lady NOPE! I will always be in shape, and proud of it cuz it is hard work!! Maybe not as hard for me as for some, but harder than others. I have been blessed with good genes, and so will always be a slimmer girl…but still do fight with my middle section and also keeping myself tone. I love junk food, and sometimes find myself eating crap because I am so busy.. but then I stop, slap myself and get back on track.

Besides my blogging I own a small country bar. My husband and I just bought it in May and it has been a huge life changing experience for both of us. We do like it, some days more than others! LOL! The customers are awesome, but the paperwork bites. And the fact it has consumed our life is something we are adjusting to. When at work I am ME! I have scared off some because of it, but that is just life! I am loud, have a potty mouth, wear sexy clothing (better tips) and enjoy doing what I love.. socializing, flirting, and entertaining
Recently we did a wet t-shirt contest and had some of the ladies in our community throw a fit about it. Damn.. it’s all in good fun… pull your heads out of your old ladies panties!! If ya don’t like it, don’t come! And to top it off, we did it for breast cancer. We donated to Susan G Komen. Then, these ladies sent emails to SGK and complained, so they contacted us and gave us our money back. So we will be working with Save the Ta Ta’s from now on. Oh Well… life goes on

I haven’t had much time to devote to my blogging because I am a busy girl. I do keep up on posting fitness tips and advice from Jillian, and anything else I find. But, I am going to kick it in high gear with my blogging. Take this blog to the next level!! I will be working on a main site for Living Smart Girl. It will be an online socializing marketplace. A place for anyone who blogs or has a site of any kind to advertise at.

I am looking for blog contributors for this blog. Do you have a gift for gab and want to help us grow with great content? Drop me a note and tell me about you.

Ok.. I am done ~ time to get this house cleaned!!

By the way..that pic is from my Sept trip to Florida to visit a friend.